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QiHui
08June1990
Temasek Poly

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♥ Sunday, October 14, 2007
Job
anybody wanna register and go for this?
http://jobscentral.com.sg/careerfair/index.htm
let me know yah. found this tingy in tp webby. lol.
im still tinking if i shld find a new job or ask if i can go back to PS.
wanna work while studying. study really sian arh.. money more impt bah.

VE. cant make it bah. the first person selling it to is my parents. if they dun buy means i cant close a deal - the very first deal. my mum doesnt know tt. cos i nv tell her. and she scolded me for working 2 weeks only den quit le. for this 2 weeks im inside there, in the end i get no pay at all. trying to learn everything and den i can talk to them abt it myself since they dun wanna ppl to come up. all my effort gone.. during this 2 weeks.. every nite i cant fall aslp.. only until i quit, i feel so relax.

these days really very down. keep quarrelling with dar.. its okay now already. but whenever i tink abt the tings he say.. i become so depressed. sighs. BILLIONS OF SIGHS. i cant handle all kind of relationships properly. if i make 1 happy, the other will be unhappy. im so selfish. i chose the one tt make me happy. sometimes i wish.. i can hv a fatal accident.. at least.. i dun suicide. at least.. i can dun keep tinking of dying. i am always scared of having quarrels. i am always scared i make someone unhappy. i am always scared to face them. i am always scared i will cry again. i am scared tt i cant find happiness. and i dunno y am i so negative.. ='(


Tink i wanna clean up my room later.
bye..


13:34 | nf0undz