Sry. Another post. :)

Its really true bout TypicalBen's blog saying u tend to feel like bloggin, knowing theres ppl reading it. haha..

I seriously have the sudden urge to sing out now..

But i cant cos its already night time now. :(

I like it when im alone at home during DAY time. Cos i can sing like nobody's business.. hahaha. Den during this time i will try to rem the song lyrics and sing it right.

MUSIC ROCKS MY LIFE ^^

I dun wanna slp now :( Cos i feel like posting another long post.. Saying wad i wan to say :) aww its really nice having the song played in my earpiece ^^ im listening Rainie's very sweet singing now.. haha.. Then sometimes i will pay attention to the background of the songs.. Esp the piano.. theres this tempo and very nice beat to follow.. Love PIANO LOTS LOTS.. but im very sad cos i wish i can dun study and learn yoga, singing, acting, piano, baking and cooking. If only life is tt simple.. I will be happy and willing to learn them.

Im so afriad if one day, i go and learn singing.. Den, the teacher will tell me tt i sing badly.. or rather if they hv audition be4 i can join, they might not accept me. I will be super super sad. Its very amazing that composers actually come out with the lyrics and nice tunes.. Aww theres so many wonderful tings on Earth. Too bad, studying isnt wad im interested in. :( If only... (sighs)

Eh its really a happy ting to be singing freely~~ LOLS

Ahhh~ who can unds my urge now. I knw it isnt a sudden decision or sudden urge to learn.. I've already wish to learn for many many many years~~

Very sudden, but i wanna say Rainie really very cute ^^ LOLS.. i will be damn happy if i can see her close.. Haiz..

RAINIE

I am so sad whenever i cant reach a certain pitch.. althou i can reach at times. Jus dunno how to perfect the song. And i dun dare to anyhow sing outside =.= tts the worst part.. how will i even go learn.. zzzzzz.. nobody even teach me how to have more confidence.. :( throughout so many years, thou i changed abit here n there, but im still very very scared. im really very timid.. i cry too easily.. actually tt day at ah niu hus, the dog chased me, i nearly cry sia =.= i tot i going to faint.. tt time the crazy malay guy who shouted at me i oso nearly cry le :( but nobody like ppl to see them crying rite? :D very lucky cos i didnt cry out le. weep off the water in my eyes only.. i tink ah niu must be finding this para abt her dog very funny.. she idiot.. :D

In celebrity ring, many said u must always act (as in not in shows).. and very hard to b urself.. kinda pitiful but its reality bah.

Superstar, Campus Superstar all these.. really very tough sia.. so i guess it isnt easy at all :( yah.. if not everyone oso celebrity liao.. LOLS..

I am very sad now cos i very hard to highlight my words to colours, bold and change the size. It will all get messed up. But i'll try later..

Im very scared if will i go out of tune when i sing in front of ppl.. will they start luffing at me? :( Cos there was once i went with my sec sch fren and it went out of tune. Not mentioning any names, but i was kinda heartbroken inside. Tt song i didnt went out of tune be4. Tt time was the only time and ONLY once for tt song. If i rem correctly it was Zhang Shao Han's - Ying Xing De Chi Bang. There wasnt any prob when i sing everytime.. Haiz so i didnt expected tt.. So i dun dare to choose tt song anymore. Aft tt incident, i usually bring away the microphone whenever need to change pitch (outside).. unless sing to ah niu i dun care!! let her hear out of tune songs!! LOLS.. Dar knws i very hard to take comments de.. i always take comments seriously and tts y i get sad easily. so he doesnt support me trying any forms of getting comments back - Singing/acting. Cos sure got ppl criticize de.

Okay i tink i really typed a lot.

Hate going slp early, and dun wanna go sch :( Need some entertainment in sch.. So ah niu shall be the poor ting one :D

One ting, dar, sorry stopping maple awhile.. really wanna watch my shows and do my stuffs.. wanna check out for lessons and all.. doing wad i hope i can do.. realli need ur support.. :( might be a waste of money. but i really wanna learn if my parents allow me to do so. at least let me hv a chance trying.. not confirmed anyway.. cos too many tings to consider. hope u can und.. i might be very stubborn but really hope u can bear with me.. <3 u :)

oh shld i choose a English name for myself? its so wierd when i dun wan ppl call me my real English name but they cant speak Chi well.. so mayb one day i shld choose one. :)

I shall go now, go watch my shows..

Byebye everyone~