hello all~

today is super SUAY SUAY SUAY!!

er xin.. my matric card kena took by one stupid tcher for record of playing game in lab.. not only mine, but also birdie and eunice.. we were playing viwawa wahjong for less than 1 hour during our break time aft out lunch. aww.. and the tcher was talking a lot of crap and i dun like him. :( this is the first time i kena caught for something in school.. sob sob.. i was feeling angry and sad at the same time.. totally spoiled my mood..

but anyways, dun care tt le bah. if kena caught second time mus pay $50. if really tt suay i rather dun pay.. $50 can buy 5 tshirts :D anyway really hate studying!! i hate ip calculations and i dunno anything about it.

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argh! i hv the sudden urge to stop schooling and learn smth else. i dunno how to even start an ip calculation qns.. i dun even know wad do i need to knw to do.. haiz. really sad. i NEVER understand ip cal at all. and im sooooooo dead! cos tutorial tcher says ip cal in main exam carries 25 marks!!!!!!!!!! haiz, at the point when he said tt, i really feel like crying.. i dun hav any interest on tt. i wonder wth am i doing in this course.. haiz.. i dun even dare to ask ppl to teach me, cos im not interested in ip calculations AT ALL! and i jus somehow will NEVER understand it.. im afraid will waste their time n effort :( but no matter wad, i still hv to learn it for the sake of my results.. and im so so so dead!

i came home aft sch and started to learn my new piano song which was my previous blog song, river flows in you. it was DAMN DIFFICULT for me thou the score sheet looks simple.. simple reason, im sooo sad cos i jus cant find the tune frm the scores.. in the end, i manage to learn a small part of Yu^4 Jian^4. the song by SunYanZi. the score already very long in my file liaos. spent my whole nite ytd writing the notes out for River flows in u. ltr, i need to write for yu jian.. zzz.. waste my time. too bad, cos i dun like theory. i didnt learn much on theory last time.. so i dunno lots.. the most common 2 songs i know how to play is Canon and Tong hua.. and i STILL hav my stepping the pedal problem. the problem is, i dunno when to lift up the pedal. =.= thou some of my fingerings r wrong (as commented by my last piano tcher), i still dunno how to correct it. :( ok~ so, good luck for my yu jian yah~ ^^

im hving a slight headache now.. i feel like slping but dun feel like wasting my time slping.. i hav been slping for less than 5 hours each nite for this whole week! i believe my throat on its recovery way, so im quite happy bout it ^^ i tink it all credits to my mum's chrysanthemum tea ytd nite. didnt cough much today as compared to few days ago. :D

shall go cook my maggie dinner now. mummy bought fishballs and vege for me to cook ^^

anyway i wan to let all of u know tt, I WANNA WATCH SPEED RACER!! wanna c my Rain~ his fans bao^1 the whole cinema to watch speed racer u knw!! and his fans donated a sum to charity ^^ so cool~ RAIN totally rock!! and he is SO CUTEE! his smile is very VERY VERY cute! LOL.. and his tiny weeny eyes =x

ok. i really mus make myself slp early tonite ltr.

stay happy everyone :)

added: i feel like doing smth stupid =x i feel like listing down all the dramas i watched before. :) hehehe. birdie!! u dun F1 - F7 me hor! lols.. :D