SUPER BAD MOOD TODAY!!

I keep getting angry and throwing my temper for very lil tings.. ARGH and i really dun wan to vent my anger at some people which makes me feel even worse cause i hv to bear with my feelings.

Dun like CCN day and its damn bored, wu liao and a waste of my time!! Seriously, i wasted my time in sch till 5pm. HAIZ. and wads worse i seriously dun wanna b the one staying back on Wednesday from 5-6pm. PLEASE AHHHH sch ends at 2pm lehs.. damn it la.. if no plans of projects or wadever shit i seriously feel like jus going back home or rather.. meet my bf earlier and go home earlier. staying till 6pm, so many ppl and hv to jus eat dinner and go home straight. worse, not going anywhere and jus head to home. wa lau!! really damn pissed. thou birdie and eunice r staying back together, but i jus simply dowan to waste my time there!!! jus simply hope to get grp members to stay back to do stupid assignments till 5pm. the thought of it simply makes me super bad mood can. idiot shit. sch really sux.. and i dread going to sch.. i dun like my subjects and does not hv interest in it AT ALL! damn WWNK man.. WWNK SUX TO THE CORE! not my type of subject!!! sob sob.. :(

assignments due date and term tests are all COMING!!! omg.. my mood is getting lousier and lousier.. ARGH!! i feel like giving everything up.. jus now while walking to interchange with birdie, i was thinking if i were to die, i dun hv to do any assignments.. dun hv to learn ip address anymore.. dun hv sadness anymore :( HAIZ.. somemore, i can slp and rest forever.. dun need to wake up to be stress and tired.. AND i wun be afraid of worms anymore!! my worm phobia is getting worse.. whenever i see a worm, i feel very dirty.. and i feel like going to bathe and i feel like going to slp n forget wad i saw.. last few days, while walking outside tp to eat, jm saw a worm hanging down a tree.. and awhile ago, i was walking below the tree!!!!!! omg...... at tt point of time, my heart beat super fast.. and i feel so dirty.. i feel like worms everywhere.. haiz.. i dun ever wanna see worms and caterpillar anymore!!! i am actually scared of butterflies bcos they r previously caterpillars! omg.. they sux equally..!!

jus now i was damn pissed when dar didnt pick up my phone for SO MANY TIMES when i called him.. i dunno y but at tt pnt of time i seriously wanna scream liao.. and i dunno wads wrong with me being so pissed for wad.. i was damn guilty for throwing my temper at him.. cos he jus woke up.. haiz.. anyway, it was ok aft tt.. my legs were damn tired for the day.. walked a lot a lot. was super thirsty all day long.. and dar wanted to buy me the yogurt at downtown shopping mall de.. cos i wanna eat the mango one.. in the end, i dun wan to eat cos i dun wanna feel thirsty again.. throat super dry.. and worse, my throat haven recover! i cough a lot when i wake up.. and cough abit here and there whenever it gets itchy. ARGH! including when im singing.. :( played arcade and aft topping up the tapz card, i accidentally broke the tapz card while looking at dar playing. HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZ!! i am so sorry dar.. wasted the money cos cannot refund.. :( we threw the card away into the dustbin :(((((((((((( sob sob.. played basketball, some hitting kind of game and mario kart.. its like kartrider.. but harder to control and all.. wanted to catch a movie but dun hab nice ones tt we haven watch. wanted to choose congkak cos i wanna watch a movie badly.. =x but didnt so i really scared horror shows.. and i remembered reading the review which was super duper bad..

anyway, i seriously dunno if i wanna meet birdie tml.. or shld i rot at home.. cos i will hv plenty of time to play piano, sing song, play game, and MOST IMPTLY - watch shows. :D

and omg.. maple really cmi lehs.. their patch non-stop.. and so many rollbacks and so many lost mesos, stuffs and cash.. forum full of complaints man.. to all who maple - go read up the forum before u login ur char.. =.= best if dun login at all.. till forum for any further notice. =x by the way, i saw a forum where police really caught the hacker.. LOL.. http://forums.playpark.net/showthread.php?t=183343 abit confusing anyway.

Watched SPEED RACER, CHOCOLATE and IRON MAN - all this week.. lols.. ALL SUPER NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel tt RAIN in speed racer very few scenes only.. sighs. but anyway, the graphic really nice and real.. Rain first scene, kena beaten up.. and nearly eat up by eating meat kind of fishes.. sobs.. he didnt wear shirt while he sleeps =x CHOCOLATE very nice and the gal actually very pretty but throughout the show, her hair super messy.. u can c her pretty face at the very end of the show. well, claps for their real acts.. and getting injured, cuts and landing up in hospital.. really put in lots of efforts.. a 4 year production movie. go watch okay? theres a part which i nearly cry which was one of the front part when she accidentally pulled out her mum's hair.. and she was sad and cldnt accept it.. smth liddat.. it was so sad..

ok la. abit no mood to blog any further.. sorry for the long and boring post today.. shall end my post with a rain pic again. :)

okay, shall make it 2.. :D

ok.. pls take care everyone.

hope to see dar blog soon yah.. =x

byebyeee!