Hello. Firstly, BIG THANKS TO my JW kor and Joel for helping with my phase 1 of wwnk!! If not for them, i seriously will jus say byebye to my 5%~~ i last nite already wan to give up.. wanna jus go slp and dun pass up anything =.= but really thank them ^^

the nite be4 ytd, i slpt 3 hrs and ytd nite, i slpt 2 hours only.. for 2 days 2 nite, i slpt 5 hours in total ONLY!~ i keep falling aslp.. wake up and fall aslp again during tt 2 nites =.= tts y so late slp.. i tot ip add is thurs den pass up.. =.= ended up editing cmsk4 and doing wwnk for 2 nites.. finally~ no more assignments to pass up till sch reopen. tests next week and i haven start studying on anything yet. =.= i hv a bad feeling which i will do badly this time.. too stress and much things happened tt made me cldnt concentrate.

wanna say sorry to birdie, tofu and jm.. cos lunch time went out eat, they acc me walked a big rnd to avoid trees.. haiz. really tink i v troublesome but i jus cant help it :( my heart beats twice and triple as fast than normal when im in outdoor. but im perfectly fine indoors. jus except when i tink abt it, or jus reached there.

will seeing the doctor better for me?

i am seriously tired and sick of being so scared outside.. i cant help it but to keep slping during lectures.. and its revision lect!!! haiz.. cant take afternoon nap.. cos when i wake up, never fails to give me headaches. :(

i hate the itchy feeling, scares me lots.. cant stop thinking so much.... :'(

haiz okay nvm.. jus simply hope for a miracle for me to overcome this. which i seriously tink it will nv happen.. zzz

take care all.. bb