Cant describe how i felt just now.
Really thought im going woodbridge hospital soon.
When i got home, my parents scared by me..
They thought i kena molested =.=
But of cos, its not....
I cried and cried
I went to the toilet immediately and felt so dirty
My right hand and leg already went red..
To think of it now, i suddenly understand the feeling..
And i believe if its going to happen again, most probably i will need to see a pshycologist already.
I am so scared now..
And i really dunno wad will happen to me tml.. tml de tml.. and everyday in my future..
I dun wan people to see my wierd me.. they will scared..
My parents were so scared.. and my mum ask my sis buy a medicine for me..
I still cannot forget.... its still in my mind clearly.. I just cant shake it off..
Who can help me.. to forgot what happened just now.
I cannot stand it anymore. I feel every single little things itchying my body i will scared and keep hitting myself.. I dun wan to be a crazy gal.. and i dun wan this to happen.. haiz
I am really really scared and i cant stop to feel like crying..
Pardon me if im acting wierd for the next few days..
I really wonder if i will get over this..

Sorry dar dar, papa and mama for scaring u all..

Now, shall listen to songs and try calming myself down.. plus after i ate the medicine just now already.. I dunno wad im supposed to do tml.. I dun wanna walk there anymore.. ARGH pls save me.. whenever i think about the detail.. i am so scared.. haiz.. why would such ting happened!!! the thing i scared the most happened.. and i now only got one wish for my coming birthday.. and its in my whole life dun let me ever see tt thing again.. please :'(