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♥ Saturday, June 7, 2008
happy?
Hello.. jus celebrated my birthday with my family at home jus now. well, had an early celebration cos tml they r having dinner with my grandpa.. and i will b spending my day outside tml.
This yr feels rather sad.. but firstly, i wanna thanks thanks thanks my kor a.k.a junwei for the present RTC3 :D lolls.. i was so suprised.. omg rtc3 lehs.. haha.. yah, thanks jw ;) Jus now found out tt.. i hv diff taste with my other 3 sisters.. they 3 commented on my mei's dress nice.. which i dun tink is not nice but rather, its jus not my kind of type de pattern.. they got lots of nice clothing.. dress.. shorts and belts in their wardrobe.. which i only hv 1 belt tt im not using already (cos i was wearing tt belt on the day when the worm drop on me :( so i dowan my shirt, shorts and belt already) i felt really bad cos the bag dar bought for me.. he go down all the way till suntec himself to get the bag and came all the way bac to find me.. and the bag not cheap.. :( haiz. sorry dar :( if i hv money to buy clothes, i will go and buy shorts, dresses, belts, bags, jumpers and a new watch (or change my strap cos now v black le) haiz. but i jus dun hv the money.. and even if i do hv, i cannot find the ones i like de.. i hv a lot of clothes in my wardrobe which i nv wear be4.. and i scared i buy le will end up the same.. so i dun dare buy le :( haiz. im jus feelin moody today. really unhappy and worst still, i cant load my show properly. :( today whole day didnt even watch a full episode la!! haiz i was so damn sad and pek cek cos during this aftnoon, the internet keep going wrong and dc me a lot a lot a lot of idiot times! haiz. and partly bcos of tudou's fault.. it jus cant load properly. im so damn pek cek and i swear if i c the vcd tml.. i will go n buy and can get out of this stupid prob of loading.. :( haiz.. but if it costs a lot.. i oso cant buy le.. SIGHSSSS i told my mum bout the learning singing ting.. but she tell me next yr.. cos my sis jus finish learning driving which she already got her license.. and my mei this yr hving o levels and shes having my tutor i intro-ed her (my previous tutor really good and i like her lots) so this yr no much money for me to learn :( haiz. but i cant blame her too.. if not it will b so bad of me.. jus feel tt everything goes so wrong this year.. and theres hardly anything tt im happy about.. worst thing tt happened is the worm ting :( seriously, i still cant get over it and still gets crazy when im outside. haiz. i jus dowan ppl to c or feel tt im a crazy gal.. and im afraid they will look at me wierdly.. :( the trees outside the bus made me look out for worms.. cos i wanna knw izzit true tt only certain trees does hv.. or izzit all trees hv.. and ytd i actually stepped on the grass for the first time aft tt incident.. i was damn scared and regret walking there.. but i had no choice cos dar and i jay-walked and the bus in frnt, car behind.. i keep getting so tensed up whenever i walked past the tree to get to the bus-stop. :( i jus cant forget it.. and many many times ive told myself to jus forget abt it and let it go.. but i jus cant.. i keep reminding myself to not let it happen ever again in the rest of my life! i was so sad during the first second of 2008 and here i am, so so sad before my birthday. so scared tt my mood cant change tml :( dar and i keep thinking of tml how.. tml how.. haiz.. i tink already head oso pain and damn pek cek. seriously i dowan to tink at all and dun wanna plan anything. seems like we cant do anything at all.. haiz. actually plan tml jus go tm and eat smth nice, get me a scoup of mango sorbet frm haagen daaz and mayb aft tt walk arnd tm and dinner.. followed by zak time if tml hv.. haiz. the moment i heard this, my heart really sank and didnt hv much hopes on tml already. and i told myself to learn to be contented and dun ask for too much.. haiz.. or izzit jus tt my expectations too high.. or izzit everyone also wish for a memorable day and wanna do smth happy.. haiz mayb its jus my bad luck for this yr.. and i still hv to continue study sucky subjects when sch reopens. and i thot i shld b happy since its already holidays? i wanna go out but i didnt even call birdie cos i keep tinking i hv to walk past trees and all.. the thot of tt makes me dun wanna go out at all.. and i coped myself at home to rot.. and the internet spoils my mood to the core man.. hope tml can at least get onto the hot air balloon ok? :) i und tt i cant blame dar for anything.. i shld tink for him.. so sorry dar.. jus now quarrelled with one of my sis.. but actually not really her fault.. cos i my mood already damn bad cos i cant connect well to the internet.. haiz. i got nth nice to wear tml.. haiz ok la. ltr den edit this post to upload some pictures taken jus now.. now very lazy. so wun change any font colour. thanks leewei for helping me jump zak jumping quest.. byebyee haiz. and my dad jus scolded my sis :(( y everyting bcome like tt.. 22:23 | nf0undz
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