Hello all!

Back blogging aft 6 days.. haha..

Actually tt post really wierd.. cos actually i was feeling very moody so the starting was like.... den aft tt dar did smth tt made me really happy.. LOL.. and i felt like a bad person aft writing those.. :( i thinking wan to delete tt post..

anyways dar said smth tt really made sense.. actually everything he says mostly makes sense to me.. lol.. actually i keep askin myself smth but keep cannot find the ans or rather the reason to it.. i cannot say exactly wad im toking cos the person will be reading this.. =x but dar said it so easily and tts exactly describe wad im feeling.. mayb to tt person its not me being impt or treat me truely.. cos tt person doesnt hv a choice in the first place.. so im being used some times.. and somehow i keep knowing smth of tt person didnt tell me at all.. its not me being purposely go find out or wad.. but it jus happened somebody told me all these.. jus totally make me look at tt person a diff view.. which i really really didnt expect.. i know tt person need not tell me de.. but i wld rather not knw and keep a gd impression of tt person.. now, it makes me feel so wierd and sometimes i hv to watch my mouth for wad i say.. jus dunno how to explain.. and sometimes when i knw i hv to b straightforward a lil, but i dunno how to.. and i cant possibly tell anything to anyone abt it.. it will become like im speaking ill of tt person.. =.=zz haiz. the only ting i knw is to protect myself. but sometimes im thinking.. or am i wrong about all these? but seems like facts r telling me tt its not wrong.. zzzz.. im feeling actually more of disappointed. hmm i believe dar will knw who im saying. shall not mention if its a guy or gal anyway.. LOL

sisters and cousins during wedding dinner on June 21 Sat ^^

Finally finished my dsag assignment on Monday. haha. wanna thank lots to jw kor and birdie ^^ WAHAHA! my studies really getting bad.. i jus dun feel like continue anymore. sighs.. but keep forcing myself!! zzzz.. and really thank jw kor again, and joel tt time help me with my ip addressing.. and i got 5!! HEHEHE! if i dun hv all these help i already dead meat :( damn sians with assignments.. still got opsy, cmsk and my cds de.. ahh i dunno still got wad else.. i jus dunno wad am i supposed to do :( jiu ming ah i really feel like giving up.. zzzz

today break time went to eat mensa really full sia!! haha.. and i was so full tt mayb cos i full den i too slpy during lect and i slpppp.. snoree snoree~~ LOL really bth la.. and birdie helped me earn a lot of points for my tamagotchi!!!! LOLLL!! so happy.. waiting to use the points to buy a piano for my tamagotchi.. cos the piano really ex.. loll.. by the way today scare me sia!!! i took out my tamagotchi and saw it became a worm like ting!!! OMGGG i scared den faster give birdie they all take.. eeeeeeeeeeee!!! aft tt i faster reset my tamagotchi.. and i dowan a gal liao!! i wan a boy.. so we reset a lot a lot times be4 i got a boy.. hehe ^^ aft sch tofu laminated smth.. wah and i really dunno can liddat de.. lol.. i tink my antena really short to the core.. LOL! went home aft tt.. actually wan to play game but too tired went to slp with my mei mei.. :D lucky this time nv headache!! cos i force myself to wake up.. ^^ watch 7pm show and eat.. went to farm mesos in maple.. helped xc a bit too.. loll :D my storage all so damn full.. wanna clear on friday if can.. :D

lol informal one.. :D

anyway im always hearing my sis music den got a few songs frm her frm 18 censored show.. LOL.. got 2 very nice.. and i esp like to sing tt 2.. eh mayb put one of it in my playlist beside << loll..

(a certain part disappeared cos of stupid codings.. :( so retype a lil)

ytd ate steamboat at bugis with dar and xc.. aft tt wanted eat ah chew desert but closed for renovation!! arghhh NOOO there goes my MANGOOOOO.. :( i bought ice cream instead.. =x aft tt took bus home.. the bus was damn cold!! arghhh.. i freezing le la.. planned to change bus at 201 to my hus.. thou the bus can reach my hus but i dowan pass by tt bus-stop.. zzz but dar and i missed the stop cos too tired.. we were slping.. end up got down at dar hus there.. and it was raining heavily.. and i took a cab home.. i was feeling so sick and tot today cant go sch liao.. but reached home faster bathe hot water.. LOL SHUANG!! the water like boiling water.. LOLL.. lowered the temp aft tt anyway.. if not i already cooked.. =.= hehe help xc mong awhile and watched my show.. brown sugar macchiato.. OH OH! i finished watching Sassy girl choon hyang/delightful girl choon hyang.. really nice!! haha.. thanks chris if u happen to c this.. =x really like tt guy acting man.. haha.. in tt show and in witch yoo hee.. LOL..

kk. done for today. go find tings to do :D

take care all!!! byebyeeeeee