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QiHui
08June1990
Temasek Poly

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♥ Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Stupid :(
Felt so stupid in the morning! arghh wad the hell is in my mind..
i looked at my timetable several times already and i knw lect starts at 12pm.. but how come in the end i tot it was 11am and i actually checked again be4 i slpt and i somehow still in my mind its 11am? argh v hard to explain.. and anyways woke up at 9+ tinking tt its 11am..

worst still, i only got to knw tt im wrong its 12 and keep wondering how come i didnt knw.. and it was birdie who told me when i called her =.= wads with me.. WORST! i called dar while waiting for the bus.. and i totally forgot if i saw the bus coming.. i talked to him and looked at a few students getting down frm the bus.. as the bus door was closing, i realised it was the bus im waiting for!!! arghhhhh it jus felt so stupid cos it was single deck and tot its bus 293.. but in the first place.. it didnt even came into my mind tt its a bus!! just in frnt of me......... and it left... so angry with myself, damn irritated kind of feeling with myself.. i waited for the same number bus to come.. sighs!!

was reading a story received frm an email link.. it was long and had 11 chapts.. but not completed cos mus buy i tink =.= idiot.. now i dunno wad happen next.. okay so read till 11pm =.=zz and hv not started studying for mdbs test for tml :( really sians.. yah, by the way the story was by Low Kay Hwa - I Believe you. eto.. average bahs..

the only two stories (by reading) i hv read and enjoyed and understood was Falling Leaves (also known as Chinese Cinderella) by Adeline Yen.. loll was actually very long ago in this Melodyland forum one kind gal, one of her fave book so borrowed frm my fren to read.. another story which i read till tears came out was the link i put there <<<< the extreme long sad story.. its really long and cos i read things very slow, it took me many hours =.= really nicee and sad.. anyways those other ppl stories in newspaper usually kinda sad.. and i will try to understand and feel how they feel.. and most of the time, i will feel like crying as i feel sad for them :(

sometimes im wondering if i hv changed as compared to the past or not. coming from my mouth i said i've changed but y do i still hv the scaredy feeling inside.. and y sometimes, i dun like this change at all.. and sometimes i wish i did not changed. and sometimes i tot i did not changed. sometimes i hate wad i am im thinking and wish i did not hv such evil thoughts.. and i wish tt i will be happy for everything and for everyone and anything tt happened to them.. arghh y do humans hv an evil side.. wish it will extinct and everyone will only hv a good side..

hais. okay shall stop these.. and on a happier side,

i hv a newwww favourite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OHOHOHOH! and tts 小鬼 (黃鴻升) xiao gui!
wheee who is also rainie's first love. HEHEHE
aww he too cute and too handsomeeeee LOLLLL
i like his hair last time.. aww really nice.. ^^

wow.. now den i knw tt wang zi frm lollipop is one yr older than me.. feels like its just like birdie.. junwei and all de age.. LOL didnt knw he so young.. waaaaa.. and he also not bad lahs ;D =p

ok shall end here. :D byebye


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