Starts being suspicious again..
and who else can i still trust..
Am i over-protecting myself or is everything the fact which i seriously dun wish to accept it over and over again. NO! cant i jus hv a good one for just ONCE?
biten once.. biten twice.. and again..

Am i over-sensitive bout everything or wad i felt was right?
Why cant i jus accept jokes easily or they arent jokes in the first place?
Why i will nv knw these ans.. and i keep asking myself..
"Am i very irritating?"

Does my voice irritates u all.. does my actions irritates u all.. am i being too childish? and i dun ever wanna grow up.. i dun ever wanna quarrel with anyone.. dun wanna break anyone's heart.. dun wanna ppl to hate me.. dun wanna ppl to dislike me.. and i keep trying and trying to satisfy everyone. but y does it seem like i jus dun feel happy at all.. does anyone even bothers how i feel.. who even really cares.. i dun ever wanna regret anything.. but how do i do these..

sometimes i knw im doing the wrong tings.. but sometimes i jus hv no choice, sometimes i jus dun feel like doing it and so im being the bad gal..

im already half way giving up. i wonder y am i so stupid. i jus cant understand if ur the bad or the good. so forget it okay..

nobody will bother..

nobody will bother at all..