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QiHui
08June1990
Temasek Poly

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♥ Sunday, January 4, 2009
Courage
Whats gonna come next?
Got to accept it
Got to learn from it

Really dun wanna some things to happen like wad im scared it will happen.

If there is a second chance..

If right from the start, will things be the same?
Or will it be different?

Cant blame anyone cos nobody's at fault.

Is the decision made correct?

Will i regret? Or will i be glad?

Is it worth it?

Will they laugh at me?

If they really did, i really have to face it.

The courage that i need..
Really need it..

Have been thinking and thinking..

And no answers to it yet.

Just when i want to talk about it seriously, its really hard..
Cos it jus seem to be a joke..
What if i am really serious now, but i am really afraid half way thru,
what if theres no more encouragement?
What if there r no more support?
what if they ask me to give it up..
because of any reasons that might appear..

really scared that it will all become a waste..
i really really hope not..

really not interested in what my studies r doing nw. but i still have to face it. still hav to do my best. cause its been already so long.. i cant stop right now. what am i gonna do? nth at all.. really need some motivation.. and i really wanna do smth tt i am really really interested in.. i know it will affect.. bt i hope i will be happier..

dun wanna be so troubled. hope it goes away..
hopefully there will be answers too..

Dun wanna tink too much..
And worrying too much for studies..
Cos its really hard to put in effort for wad i am not interested in..

ARGH

Shen Qi Hui u must relax!
u must still give in ur best..
no matter wad :(

ahh~ really hate this kind of post..
one day i might really hv the urge to delete these posts..


23:11 | nf0undz