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♥ Saturday, June 6, 2009
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Stress. Like i always say, when can all these be over?
Why do we have to face so much stress, never ending stress.. Is death the only way to end it all? There are always times when we cant choose.. and the only way is to accept it.. hais, why cant human be just be happy, satisfied.. my heart.. really very xin ku.. keep forcing myself again and again to do it.. and tell myself it will be over.. and the other side, i know it will never end.. have to do it.. nvm, just some things going thru my mind.. thou its the start of 2 weeks break, i still have assignments to do.. no matter how unwilling i am, i still have to do it.. seriously miss my shows very much.. its for days and days i cant get to watch shows.. thou i really hate myself for doing this, i watched a few shows since i got home from school.. hais.. if really mean to chiong the project all night long, let it be.. really give up from having so much stress.. and dunno why am i adding stress to myself.. getting irritated from every little things.. and really have no idea how to celebrate my bday.. and yes, even i have to get stress over my bday.. so i really have no idea at all why i keep adding so much stress to myself.. dunno when i shld celebrate with my family.. cos my sis is not gonna be in SG on my bday.. so i keep thinking am i able to finish my project on Sunday or not.. will my family agree to it? can i request for wad i wanna eat? but my parents are going to eat similar food the day be4.. or shld i just stick to ordering kfc and pizza like always? wad can i do on my bday? will i hv enuff $$? will dar enjoy? will everyone be happy? shld i ask? or shld i not? wad if its gonna be a disappointing one? i must really tell myself its okay.. its okay.. i shldnt shldnt shldnt ask for too much.. and i shldnt shldnt shldnt expect much.. how am i suppose to stop myself from eating food that it going to hurt my throat? will it be able to pass the first part? will i do badly? will i make any mistake? why i just cant get control over myself? haiz.. just when can i stop adding stress abt everything to myself.. when huh when? just wanna break free from everything.. ahh really hate this post. i really dunno.. for all the qns everyone ask.. just dun ask me anything anymore.. i dunno 00:41 | nf0undz
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