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QiHui
08June1990
Temasek Poly

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♥ Thursday, August 6, 2009
Accept or Decline
Izzit a bad or good thing to learn how to speak out for myself?
WHY it seems like im the bad person here?
so did it ever come across ur mind why am i hurting his pride knowingly?
seriously his attitude and the way he pushes blames, pushes stuffs and everything to me..
seriously ridiculous!!
i knw its not all his fault not knowing how to do..
but the attitude facing this is totally.. ZZZ
looking at the newspaper when im teaching, wanting to cool down when i wanna explain stuffs.. and saying that he understands and aft a few hours ltr, went back to c if its done, and he tells me tt he dunno how to do.. so? dunno how to ask? so dunno how to do can go facebook and whatever web to relax? zzz.. ahh really bth.. dun make me look like im the bad one.. when actually u pushed things too far..

argh seriously bth. bth theres nth the tchers can do..
bth they nv locate us properly. bth they give excuses.
yes, there are many work to do with so much students to handle..
but why does tings turn out to be so bad!
oh so is this oso my bad? for being so unlucky for my year 3..
with a partner like this, with a group i did not want to be in..
with no choice.. AT ALL

why huh? why didnt i make the decision to quit sch and learn wad i wanted during the first year. ya and i can ans myself.. cos need a diploma cert.. oh ok so i stayed.. continued.. and try my best.. oh and this is my last year.. and yes.. i must tell myself again.. its already the last year! so everyone, including myself, tell me to jus tahan.. oh shit its already the last year and u cant possibly give it up. YES YES YES i understand.. and theres really NOTHING i can do.. to CHANGE anything.. the only thing i could do is to ACCEPT EVERYTHING.. to accept that in life, there are many things which is out of ur way.. and u jus hav to live with it, and tell urself its experience and there are many ppl out there who have worse experience out there.. and me, is considered lucky enuff.. to be able to study.. to have a complete family.. to have a home, to not worry if there are clothes to wear, if there is food to eat.

haiz.
ok
life
really
SUCK
to
the core

and.

i hate
my
year 3
life
to the core as well

i
cant
make
decisions

right.

jus smile ok? jus smile.
dun be call as a cry baby
how old liao still cry cry cry
think ppl pity u?

oh yeah, how much u cry, oso nobody come to help u.


22:14 | nf0undz