Realised how unimportant i am to my family and friends.
Hais.. wad a failure..

Yeah~ Niece arrived last week 28th October 2009! Wednesday~
SHES SOOO CUTE!!! hehe.. rite rite rite?

tinking lots of things..

and wonder.. if i shld change.......... ah nvm

got the urge to stop all my facebook games..

ask me out~~ ahh
i shld see the world more..

haha

Hi My Sweetheart is finally out last Sunday :)

Haiz.. today really not geng.. why do everyone seem to tink it tt way..

even my mum..

what dar said really make sense to me..

and i feel it will really happen when the day comes..

cos its happening already..

really hope i could do more.. to make things better..

alright?

its really hard.. to balance both sides..

haiz.. really hate SIP to the core..

i know tt i shld change the way i tink about some things..

but i really dunno why am i so stubborn..

to keep thinking only the negative side..

and blinded to see that there is really no positive side..

i just wish this internship can end..

i want to change for the better :(

please help me..

hope u all can understand me better..

many times, i really really dunno how i shld do..

what decisions i shld make..

sometimes im tinking.. do i need help?

or its only me who i can help myself?

everyone got their own problems..

mayb mine is just a smaller one :(

i dun wan to be so lazy anymore..

to my family.. to my frens..

sometimes im just scared..

so afraid one day.. i will go screw loose because im too scared..

really dun wan tt to happen :(

ahhh qihui..... cheer up..

dun be so depressed anymore..