QiHui
08June1990
Temasek Poly
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♥ Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Why? Hais
Haiz.. very very disappointed with myself today..
Do you know how much i hate myself at tt point of time? I keep questioning myself inside and how much i wanna cry and hit myself.. to punish myself for being like tt.. how much how much i wanna run away.. In the end, it ended up being pitiful and got sympathy from u all.. really hate that.. really feel like digging a deep hole and jus hide inside there forever, than to let u all c my face at tt time. haiz really feel unimportant and ignored. i make no difference to anyone.. and am still continue being ignored.. do i really suck this much? everything i say and do is just extra.. reached home and quarrelled with big sis and dad.. yah great.. really hate breaking down so easily.. dad, if u are really so unhappy me being with him, why not just ask me to break up with him? i really hate it when im stucked in the middle of anything.. please just stop it.. whether izzit u or my frens.. pls.. really hate it tt i actually think so much and bother so much abt all ur feelings.. i really wish i can just hack everything and just do wad i want.. why didnt i just leave everything? i oso didnt want all these to happen.. 21:27 | nf0undz
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