hais.. just now i typed my blog entry already..
and bcos of other window not responding, it closed my blogger windows.. zzz
and so.......... wad i have previously typed is all gone.. great..

last few weeks watched Caroline, Nine, Ratatouille, Cloudy Meatball.
and watched the back part of UP in Singtel shop..

ytd nite watched 听说 online.. tears and laughters.. great show.. :) very interesting to me.. haha.. tot tt show was out long ago in Taiwan and tot its not appearing in SG.. the other day saw the picture in Cathay website.. surprised :D if u read my blog, i mentioned this show few posts back..

Ivy Chen Yi Han really cute and pretty! pretty like Rainie :D and and!! Eddie Peng Yu Yan.. hes sooooo cute! aww like them both a lot.. i watched their dramas and movies before :D

i finally used the mask i bought the other time at faceshop ytd..
i really must eat lesser, eat more fruits and exercise more..
kind of excited bout hk trip on march.. but at the same time, so much worries and things im afraid spinning around in my head.. well, i just tell myself.. if i keep thinking, it will happen.. but knowing wad actually happened be4, im really quite worried.. althou its just a small thing.. but.. its just a feeling uncomfortable inside me.. :(

hais its really very scary to know people like them..
maybe im thinking too much
but maybe its true..
how close you can be with them..
the closer, the greater disappointment and hurt
keeping things and lying
don't know wads true or wads not..
knowing everyone has 2 faces, just how scary it can be..

hais.. or maybe im just over-protecting myself.
questions spinning round and round all over my head..
yet i know some things we must use our heart to feel..
are they true?

they might not say out..
but when u sense it, its really not a feeling tt is good..
its really bad..
maybe talking out seems useless.. or maybe im giving it up
giving up our trust

bcos im not the impt one that they would want to be truthful to, to share with.
bcos they have other friends, which doesnt make any difference if they got me, as a friend.

i know the answer. thats why i am still not happy at all.
being arnd with them, just makes me increase my awareness
and be careful of every word i say.

bcos i knw its character, thats y i dunno wad to do..
afraid of offending them..
and once offended, i can feel it..
i am sorry, but i just don't know how to put it in a nicer way.
haiz.

I just want to stay comfortable, and be me.
A happy me..